From the hotel room that night I watched…Shadows of three
four boys up to something…My imagination ran and I zoomed in my eyesights…
Looks like they were having fun through mobile merrily hitting each other... I thought
might be one more MMS rushing their adrenaline which brings their horses out…
Oh! look there…a dog is relieving on that lamppost as if it
is the only place on earth where it finds it most peaceful...Under those dim
lights from a bar I can see red eyes drenched in its own sadness… I turn my
head right….from hotel next, he is ready to bring the heaven on earth for her
beauty and she smiles…their structures fades away in to the dark soon…
I tried to expand my eyes and stare beyond that road….mind
raced on every creatures beings walking biking driving…One wore dark glasses in
night hiding his sorrows underneath…Sparks coming out of shielding in a nearby
workshop burnt my anger as I flew with them…
thick droplets started pouring down…tip tip tip…I felt earth
cried once for all…I could see a father running inside a petty shop holding his
kid’s hand avoiding the rain…shopkeeper welcomes them with a broad smile…I felt
better….they both were talking in high voices…I felt they cursed the rain which
was falling in Dec…Kid is vividly looking at those colorful peppermints and
gets one to chew…I felt my heart heavy…mostly I remembered my dad…
I dragged my look towards the sky...it was dark…!! I better
concentrate on the road…
I watched those neon lights…shadows had changed…I could see
smoke rings touching the sky whirling…ciggies say do not smoke…but I wonder…heart
thumps what if it is a dope and they are in trance…che che….not possible…
I came out to the real world by two bikes’ wheelie sound…young
boys...warm blooded animals…all are running…fast and fast…everyone wants first
place…I was too…run on wheels…for what??? But run…
now I stand behind these hotel railings…I stopped…took a
deep breath…take my steps back slowly slowly…see my right left…world is still
running…though its night!
